ok, yeterday ( Read more... )

ok, today has been spent in bed ( Read more... )

ok, redid the work that got deleted, but i've still got a shitload to do ( Read more... )

well, college today wasn't too bad ( Read more... )

sigh, back in london
i miss her so much
and i wish i was going to visit auntysarah with her, and alex and J ( Read more... )

i feel fat and ugly and sick ( Read more... )

ok in lieu of a counsellor i'm going to try and think things through for myself
try and work out exactly where my head is

( blah blah blah )

well, here it is, the story i was told to write, it is an account of what could happen this weekend. i had to write this naked, as commanded by Master Alexander, and writing it had just the effect Mistress Jennifer was aiming for. *sigh* three days

( cut for lenght and those of you who don't want to participate in my public humiliation and/or read my badly written smut )

things were bad
and then they were very bad
and then they were marginally good
( Once again the bitersweet refrain )

camilla is unhappy, this is not a surprise, fat ugly people are rarely happy, they may think they are but that's because they're to stupid to realise how meaningless and pathetic their lives are. at least she realises that. she is very stupid though, she expects to be able to loose weight when she's got no willpower and at the first sign of trouble ( Read more... )